I have begged for God to take me,
Yet have also felt the ecstasy of His Aslan breath.
Despair has strangled my every thought,
Yet I have never felt such heights of Spiritual inspiration.
I have finally released my entire grasp to
My life, my future, my present,
And have never experienced such fear.
And yet I know stronger than ever
That through my blinded soul and open palms
My God has me in His hands.
He will not let me fall.
I want my life to count for more than just my own.
To waste what God has entrusted to me is my greatest fear.
And then a certain verse is whispered in my heart:
"And I am sure of this, that He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ." Philippians 1:6
He began the work (not me) and He is faithful to finish it!
He gives me beauty for ashes.
I'll be His Cinderella.